is the one that last the longest,
hurts the deepest and feels the strongest...
Travel
June 24, 2010
I’ve been long looking forward to Travel to HK and Macau from July 18-23, 2010.
For the past months I’ve been so bothered how to accommodate the expenses on this adventure, and now my dilemmas had been solved. I was, Thank God… but events happen in our lives uncontrollably.
So I guess there’s no room for me to tag along as they have already planned things without me… eh? Besides there’s no reason why should I… I don’t want to push myself to person’s who doesn’t want my companion. Who am I to dictate, right?
I already filed my Vacation Leave weeks before and was thinking of having a reservation at Buri Spa and Resort, stay for at least an overnight or so in a Garden Villa, ALONE! Without my family, leaving Lucy, LUA, My cellular in the comfort of my house, wherein the room has no television or other fancy electronics. A quiet and peaceful ambiance, away from the crowded, and stressful Manila. A place where I can reflect, release all the burdens and pains in my heart and cry out loud. A place I hope to find myself.
Honestly, I was hoping few months ago before the “uncontrollable event” happened, that If in case we will not push through with HK-Macau, I’ll just bring her to this place to compensate the travel.
It was disappointing to know that HK/Macau won’t happen as planned. Rather total revision of the plan is needed.
I visualize what would people at Buri Spa and Resort would think of me traveling alone, but this time I’ll raise my guts and never mind what people had to say. I had my own purpose why I’m doing this…
I have to go now, almost 6pm. Time to logout. Will be having a drinking session at Central for a despedida of our colleague from other division… ‘til my next utterwords…
All comments are moderated. Your comments will not appear here unless approved by the blog owner. Thank you.
