is the one that last the longest,
hurts the deepest and feels the strongest...
WISH ME LUCK
June 25, 2010Last night, I together with my colleague’s, my boss and the whole team from other division and their boss went for a despedida party at Central. It was a place where we used to have a couple of drinks. I wasn’t at the mood, seriously.
We haven’t started yet of the drinking when I received an sms from her friend. She was asking about the HK/Macau trip. It wasn’t bothered me until, she told me what happend to ****’s mom. I immediately replied asking for any news. And so, I sms Tita (****’s mom), to confirm her status. It was sad to know that she would undergo an operation this saturday…I hope it turned well for her to get back on her choirs. I also sms “her (****)”. I was thinking that maybe, she was busy… I waited, hoping my phone will beep a tone but didn’t get any reply.
At that very moment my thoughts were floating in the air. My conscience also struck me. I wanted to call but was doubtful that she would answer. Middle of the session I was eager to get back home coz I want to sleep and cry (iyakin)… But no one wants to buy my excuse. so what I did was to pass a my drink to another colleague without him knowing… It was 11:15pm when they decided to have a karaoke at Music 21 in jupiter st.Makati. I thought I can run off. but they hold my other phone for me not to ran.
There I acted as if I was already drunk… and yes, they bought it. having myself excuse from the 2 litro’s of BADTRIP as what Central BBQ grill called it and 3 barrels of Draft beer… Time is so slow that I felt like sleepy watching the pointer on my watch as it turns 1:00am. Haay… I made an excuse again that my mom already sms me to go home (mama’s boy… hahaha). Guess what? as I expected they didn’t buy it. My mind is totally blunt and thinking of so many things…
Finally got home around between 3:00-3:30am. I sms **** again, but still no luck… so I decided to hit the bed and sleep.
Woke at 8:15am, I was in a rush cause I know I’ll be late for work. I arrived in the office 9:30am just in time. As usual, updating my pipeline’s, emails etc. It was 3pm when my boss from thailand skype me asking me to give him an update on my cases. I told myself, PUTEK! I was planning to go out early so I could go home early to get some sleep. So I convinced him that to reschedule our meeting tomorrow morning…. haay.. So there, I go out of the office nearly 4pm, ran on the parking and I couldn’t get Lucy out cause there were other cars blocking the way out. Good thing the parking guy has the key.
Fast forwarding the story arrived at a client to pay a visit and went home straight. Arrived early at 5:45pm, and here I’am eating luckyme pansit canton for my dinner. hehehe…
Well I planned to call her tonight maybe around 7:30 -8:00pm. If she won’t answer my call, guess what? I’ll still try the next hour. and if still no answer. I’ll call again and again every 30mins. and if she still don’t answer before 12midnight, I’d say goodbye forever and change my numbers…
I had to prepare myself for any result it may cause… wish me LUCK!
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